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There was never an "us" and that's okay.
I thought it didn't matter, you know?
The labels people put on relationships.
I believed that if two people love each other enough,
they do not need the titles to feel entitled for each other.
After all,
Love isn't about commitment and commitment doesn't necessarily have to equate to labels.
Thinking that we have transcended mere "labels" that confine what we can
and can not be.

Oh boy I was wrong.
I thought I had the right to you.
But...
All I had was the right to be left without closure.

In the end I realized that maybe the truth was I was just too afraid.
To afraid to ask what we were?
I didn't wanted to hear that we weren't what I think we are.
So I made myself believe I was satisfied with a love that I did not fucking deserve.

But it's okay.

It's okay that I wasn't the hand that you held in public.
It's okay, that I wasn't able to be the one hugging you when you needed comfort the most.
It's okay, that I wasn't the one you introduced to your parents.
It doesn't really matter anymore.

You see.
Most of the time,
The wrong people, are still worth loving for
but not worth staying anymore.
- Haru

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NOTES
THUS another heart breaking fragments of my thoughts and heart.
It's funny I get to realize something this late and well, for a bitter person like, me,
I managed to still make "LOVEY DOVEY" paintings and concepts. Ironic.

June is nearing as well, my 3rd year college (1st semester) will probably begin at the 3rd week.
I still haven't enrolled but.. It's alright, I'm in no rush to do so.
But it's sad, school will be taking up my time again, and well, I still have the weekends,
I have to balance my art, friends and school (not to mention family and time for myself and health)

I barely have the time as well recently to even talk to my friends.
I miss them, honestly. I really do, even my internet friends.
Work is...
Well it's a hectic schedule and it will end probably by the last week of May.
I still got time, like I have my weekends after work but I ended up just sleeping the day since I tend to over work myself
Ah well, hopefully I can get through this!

PAINTING INFO

Paint Used:
Poster Paint
Blue
Black
White

Water Color:
White
Yellow

Canvass Paper:
Vellum Paper

EXTRA INFO
Like my art? Feel free to donate
I accept commissions too.

Description
There was never an "us" and that's okay.
I thought it didn't matter, you know?
The labels people put on relationships.
I believed that if two people love each other enough,
they do not need the titles to feel entitled for each other.
After all,
Love isn't about commitment and commitment doesn't necessarily have to equate to labels.
Thinking that we have transcended mere "labels" that confine what we can
and can not be.

Oh boy I was wrong.
I thought I had the right to you.
But...
All I had was the right to be left without closure.

In the end I realized that maybe the truth was I was just too afraid.
To afraid to ask what we were?
I didn't wanted to hear that we weren't what I think we are.
So I made myself believe I was satisfied with a love that I did not fucking deserve.

But it's okay.

It's okay that I wasn't the hand that you held in public.
It's okay, that I wasn't able to be the one hugging you when you needed comfort the most.
It's okay, that I wasn't the one you introduced to your parents.
It doesn't really matter anymore.

You see.
Most of the time,
The wrong people, are still worth loving for
but not worth staying anymore.
- Haru

------

NOTES
THUS another heart breaking fragments of my thoughts and heart.
It's funny I get to realize something this late and well, for a bitter person like, me,
I managed to still make "LOVEY DOVEY" paintings and concepts. Ironic.

June is nearing as well, my 3rd year college (1st semester) will probably begin at the 3rd week.
I still haven't enrolled but.. It's alright, I'm in no rush to do so.
But it's sad, school will be taking up my time again, and well, I still have the weekends,
I have to balance my art, friends and school (not to mention family and time for myself and health)

I barely have the time as well recently to even talk to my friends.
I miss them, honestly. I really do, even my internet friends.
Work is...
Well it's a hectic schedule and it will end probably by the last week of May.
I still got time, like I have my weekends after work but I ended up just sleeping the day since I tend to over work myself
Ah well, hopefully I can get through this!

PAINTING INFO

Paint Used:
Poster Paint
Blue
Black
White

Water Color:
White
Yellow

Canvass Paper:
Vellum Paper

EXTRA INFO
Like my art? Feel free to donate
I accept commissions too.