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i know this may fall under the cleche catigory

but to me this isnt a cleche
this isnt an 'emo kid' thing
or a fad

this is really real to me because i used to be a cutter
grantid it was a wile ago but still i became physically addicted to it and after a wile it was dangerious for me.

it wasnt untill recently did my ghost come back though, when i first started i would listen to music to go along with what i was doing and since i've stopped i havent really gone back and listend to it untill one of my friends played it in the car and whent on about how the person who sang this particular song whent through a lot and in live concerts it was hard to sing the song
and how stuff like that never really gets out of you.
and thats true

a lot of kids out their cut themselves, some for attention, but thoughs one you find pretty fast
the kids who do have some serious problems, they get picked on at school, they've been abused, they've been replaced in a sence, or they lost something. they're outsiders and are alone and its very hard to get past it.

me, i've been an outsider almost my whole life, i take pride in it now but i used to not. i got picked on by girls in my school and i even lived in a neighborhood where i was afraid to play outside cz the kids would beat me up or throw stuff at me, i have physical scars from thoughs kids still today i know its a sad story but it happens to a lot of people.

and the 'normal' kids wounder why they hate the world huh?

it maked me think there was something wrong with me, and i met this girl who cut herself so she introduced me to the idea, and we used to do it together. but after a wile it got worse. id be home alone and back then i hated being alone. it went from my stomach to my fore arms to my wrists, and i would do it till i was so close to passing out.

once i started to run out of room on my body i stoped and assesed my situation, this was going to go on untill i couldnt anymore and thats when i realized, i didnt want to die.
so
i tried quitting. and thats was way easyer said than done.
so i would tell my friends so they would get dissapointed so i wouldnt want to do it anymore cz i didnt want to disapoint my new friends. i was lucky to have them. extreemly. after 3 cold turky attmpts i did it. it was really hard. but i did it and im extreemly greatful for it.

but
it's still a struggle some days. even 4 years later.

i tell my story because its important
i think the cutting thing has been so stereo typed to 'emo kids' that it gets dissmissed as an 'attention whore' thing.

some people really have shit going on.
so
instead of makeing fun of them for cutting
or beling like 'omg they leik totaly cut you guys'
be their firend
help em out

they really need it

Description
i know this may fall under the cleche catigory

but to me this isnt a cleche
this isnt an 'emo kid' thing
or a fad

this is really real to me because i used to be a cutter
grantid it was a wile ago but still i became physically addicted to it and after a wile it was dangerious for me.

it wasnt untill recently did my ghost come back though, when i first started i would listen to music to go along with what i was doing and since i've stopped i havent really gone back and listend to it untill one of my friends played it in the car and whent on about how the person who sang this particular song whent through a lot and in live concerts it was hard to sing the song
and how stuff like that never really gets out of you.
and thats true

a lot of kids out their cut themselves, some for attention, but thoughs one you find pretty fast
the kids who do have some serious problems, they get picked on at school, they've been abused, they've been replaced in a sence, or they lost something. they're outsiders and are alone and its very hard to get past it.

me, i've been an outsider almost my whole life, i take pride in it now but i used to not. i got picked on by girls in my school and i even lived in a neighborhood where i was afraid to play outside cz the kids would beat me up or throw stuff at me, i have physical scars from thoughs kids still today i know its a sad story but it happens to a lot of people.

and the 'normal' kids wounder why they hate the world huh?

it maked me think there was something wrong with me, and i met this girl who cut herself so she introduced me to the idea, and we used to do it together. but after a wile it got worse. id be home alone and back then i hated being alone. it went from my stomach to my fore arms to my wrists, and i would do it till i was so close to passing out.

once i started to run out of room on my body i stoped and assesed my situation, this was going to go on untill i couldnt anymore and thats when i realized, i didnt want to die.
so
i tried quitting. and thats was way easyer said than done.
so i would tell my friends so they would get dissapointed so i wouldnt want to do it anymore cz i didnt want to disapoint my new friends. i was lucky to have them. extreemly. after 3 cold turky attmpts i did it. it was really hard. but i did it and im extreemly greatful for it.

but
it's still a struggle some days. even 4 years later.

i tell my story because its important
i think the cutting thing has been so stereo typed to 'emo kids' that it gets dissmissed as an 'attention whore' thing.

some people really have shit going on.
so
instead of makeing fun of them for cutting
or beling like 'omg they leik totaly cut you guys'
be their firend
help em out

they really need it