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The cravings of my mind rise up to become the very thing I despise. They silently crawl up into my head, where they grow stronger, up to the point where I can no longer suppress them. I watch them move slowly before they make their next move, leaving me numb as soon as their strike is finished. At least for a little bit. I try to manage these cravings, to control them. I try to destruct and bury them, using all I can to come to their defeat. But so far, the cravings are stronger. They sneak up and attack at the moments where I'm out of power to fight against them, though I try. But my weakness is leaving me unable to win this fight. At least for now. So I will silently let them make their way up to where they want to destroy me completely, and there, I will have trained my weakness to overpower my despicable cravings. And when they finally arrive after fighting their way to get to my weakness and utterly destroy the littlest strength that they think will be in it, I will surprise them. Because while they were looking for destruction, my weakness was looking for strength. And while they were powered by greed and jealousy, my weakness was being powered by love. And while destruction, greed and jealousy are powerful things, they hadn't yet come in contact with strength, powered by love only.

And there, at the cravings their last battle, they were the only ones being destroyed, by nothing more than willpower and love feeding them.