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...when I was being tortured... #7 — Description
more metatron symbology. this one with a color theme of red, orange, yellow and brown. it was autumn, in October and November, that I was imprisoned and so i used some autumnal colors. I intentionally made flame shapes for warmth and to remind me of being by a fire or candlelight. I was also enjoying chestnuts that autumn or the year before, so I incorporated shapes that are reminiscent of roasted and cracked chestnuts. (after my release I bought some chestnuts and learned a recipe to steam them instead of roasting.) I also was trying to focus on some shading and color blending within the curvilinear shapes. starting with the thirteen circles of metatron's "fruit of life" design I would improvise symmetrical, curvilinear lines from the shapes almost like "connect the dots." that's inspired from "metatron's cube." this became my fire source to light my pantomime bongs and joints and to give me warmth by the fire lol. it may have warded off some would be assailent sadomasochists and attracted friendly alliances as I had it hand in the day room and on the dangerous concrete stairs... no one really knows... I do know there were many sadomasochists tattooed up their neck and faces sharing the jail space with me and there were mean spirited sadists heckling and harassing inmates and guards inside this jail; as expected. also, other types of sneaky and deceitful sociopaths and psychopaths were being tortured in there and torturing other people in there... including me! I survived being inside the dungeon with them and I think these metta wards were helpful for my survival...