screamingdespair In reply to neilak20 [2012-05-07 16:58:51 +0000 UTC]

Lol, Thanks.

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screamingdespair In reply to unusual229 [2012-04-02 09:28:31 +0000 UTC]

Lol, you are very welcome, and it's alright. I don't bother myself with trivial mistakes. XD

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unusual229 In reply to screamingdespair [2012-04-02 16:04:25 +0000 UTC]

lol ^^
Are you really 22 years old?

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screamingdespair In reply to unusual229 [2012-04-02 17:44:15 +0000 UTC]

Yeah. Why?

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unusual229 In reply to screamingdespair [2012-04-02 21:28:17 +0000 UTC]

I don't know, you are the oldest person I know on DeviantArt (although you are still young ^^)

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screamingdespair In reply to unusual229 [2012-04-03 02:43:29 +0000 UTC]

And for a second there, I thought you were calling me old. I just might have died...
...then I read the part in parenthesis.

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unusual229 In reply to screamingdespair [2012-04-03 03:51:36 +0000 UTC]

Oh no don't worry ^^ You are not old at all 22 is pretty young id go out with a 22 years old girl if she was nice (not asking you out hahaha just saying I consider it that young ^-^) I will turn 18 soon so yeaa.. ^^
You look nice
Would you like to chat?

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screamingdespair In reply to unusual229 [2012-04-03 03:52:36 +0000 UTC]

Chat? Uh, sure.

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unusual229 In reply to screamingdespair [2012-04-03 03:57:03 +0000 UTC]

Oh? You don't seem like wanting to XDD
Do you want to?

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screamingdespair In reply to unusual229 [2012-04-03 03:58:34 +0000 UTC]

Yea XD
If I get a little distracted it's because my son is being a pain in the ass... <.<

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unusual229 In reply to screamingdespair [2012-04-03 04:00:19 +0000 UTC]

You have a son at 22 years old?

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screamingdespair In reply to unusual229 [2012-04-03 04:01:49 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, unfortunately. It's actually a long depressing story and I don't think it'd be fair to unload that on you. XD
So, where do you live?

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unusual229 In reply to screamingdespair [2012-04-03 04:03:15 +0000 UTC]

I live in Canada, but you can tell me anything you want you know We don't know each other much but I can tell you, I alway keep secrets and I am alway there for friends, so if you ever need to talk, I will be there for you, my friend

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screamingdespair In reply to unusual229 [2012-04-03 04:09:44 +0000 UTC]

That's cool. I used to live on the Washington/Canada border when I was younger. I believe it was by Blaine, and we'd go to White Rock in BC to do our shopping (back when you didn't need a passport to go between US and Canada).

What kind of music do you listen to?

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unusual229 In reply to screamingdespair [2012-04-03 04:11:13 +0000 UTC]

I listen to ANYTHING ^^ I love every music style
And you? ^^

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screamingdespair In reply to unusual229 [2012-04-03 04:14:12 +0000 UTC]

Plus I think Jonathan Davis is so incredibly sexy. XD

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unusual229 In reply to screamingdespair [2012-04-03 04:16:14 +0000 UTC]

I dont know him etheir xDD
mm if you think a guy is that sexy.. I think its safe to bet you are single?

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screamingdespair In reply to unusual229 [2012-04-03 04:17:39 +0000 UTC]

Lol, yeah I'm single. Haven't really had much time for the whole relationship thing, y'know.

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unusual229 In reply to screamingdespair [2012-04-03 04:19:53 +0000 UTC]

Thats sad *hug*
Are you looking for a boy friend then? (if it doesnt bother you to answer)

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screamingdespair In reply to unusual229 [2012-04-03 04:21:02 +0000 UTC]

Nah, not looking right now. Between work, school, and my son, phew. It's exhausting as it is.

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unusual229 In reply to screamingdespair [2012-04-03 04:25:19 +0000 UTC]

oh I see gotta be hard

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screamingdespair In reply to unusual229 [2012-04-03 04:28:07 +0000 UTC]

Pot and pseudoephedrine helps. I'd probably take Seroquel too, but my prescription ran out a couple years ago, and I don't feel like going to another psychiatrist.

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unusual229 In reply to screamingdespair [2012-04-03 04:31:27 +0000 UTC]

Are you talking of drugs??

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screamingdespair In reply to unusual229 [2012-04-03 04:32:09 +0000 UTC]

Yeah...some legal, some not so legal.

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unusual229 In reply to screamingdespair [2012-04-03 04:33:32 +0000 UTC]

I am totaly anti drug =/ stop that crap it won't help you at all, its the opposite...

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screamingdespair In reply to unusual229 [2012-04-03 04:37:58 +0000 UTC]

Well, pot does help. Don't believe all the anti-drug hype about marijuana. ;D And pseudoephedrine is Sudafed. Seroquel is an anti-psychotic that I was prescribed by a psychiatrist for supposed "schizophrenia".

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unusual229 In reply to screamingdespair [2012-04-03 04:45:01 +0000 UTC]

Drugs doesn't help, you think it does but I am pretty sure your life would be easier without.

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screamingdespair In reply to unusual229 [2012-04-03 04:46:39 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, I've tried without. I've tried with. I've tried occassional, recreational, and constant. I've tried medication and natural remedies, I've tried councelors, friends, family, psychiatrists...The world is cruel. One day you'll see.

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unusual229 In reply to screamingdespair [2012-04-03 04:53:57 +0000 UTC]

You are wrong on this point. World isn't cruel, most of the people aren't bad people, but the bad people are those we remember of. I've fought my whole life to creat a world where everyday is free and equal, a world where pain and suffer is only in history books and fairy tales. I do not believe it will ever happened, but I will alway do anything I can to make the world better, if everybody do his/her part, it could become true.

By the way, do you know that by buying drugs you finance rebels in Africa to buy guns and enslave the people there.

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screamingdespair In reply to unusual229 [2012-04-03 04:56:32 +0000 UTC]

LMAO!!! It's just pot! And it isn't funding anything other than my roommate's mom, cuz she's the one growing it. XD Africa...that's a new one...
You realize Sudafed is an over the counter drug, right?

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unusual229 In reply to screamingdespair [2012-04-03 05:04:05 +0000 UTC]

You realize I am french so I don't understand any of those drugs name?

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screamingdespair In reply to unusual229 [2012-04-03 05:05:02 +0000 UTC]

Sorry. It's just that, not all Canadians are French, so I didn't realize. XD

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unusual229 In reply to screamingdespair [2012-04-03 05:08:24 +0000 UTC]

I am trying to help you you know..

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screamingdespair In reply to unusual229 [2012-04-03 05:12:46 +0000 UTC]

Then I'm sorry. There is no helping me. I'm not trying to be emo or anything, I'm just telling you. I can't be helped.
[link]

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unusual229 In reply to screamingdespair [2012-04-03 05:18:11 +0000 UTC]

so Stubborn...
If you can't be helped then why am I trying to help you?

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screamingdespair In reply to unusual229 [2012-04-03 05:20:32 +0000 UTC]

I'm not really sure? I mean, you're the one trying and I'm not psychic.

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unusual229 In reply to screamingdespair [2012-04-03 05:28:10 +0000 UTC]

You are telling me I am trying to help you for nothing?

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screamingdespair In reply to unusual229 [2012-04-03 05:31:10 +0000 UTC]

I don't know how to respond to that without sounding mean... :/

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unusual229 In reply to screamingdespair [2012-04-03 05:33:30 +0000 UTC]

=/

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screamingdespair In reply to unusual229 [2012-04-03 05:37:11 +0000 UTC]

.....
Here's a song that's not depressing at all and is cool and has the amazingly hot Jonathan Davis shirtless...
[link]

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unusual229 In reply to screamingdespair [2012-04-03 05:46:05 +0000 UTC]

xDD he is that sexy for you?

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screamingdespair In reply to unusual229 [2012-04-03 05:46:51 +0000 UTC]

OH MY GOD, you have no idea.

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unusual229 In reply to screamingdespair [2012-04-03 05:47:51 +0000 UTC]

mmhmm He makes you wet lol?

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screamingdespair In reply to unusual229 [2012-04-03 05:53:15 +0000 UTC]

lol

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unusual229 In reply to screamingdespair [2012-04-03 05:58:38 +0000 UTC]

thats a yes? lol

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screamingdespair In reply to unusual229 [2012-04-03 06:03:25 +0000 UTC]

No, it's different. It's like, if I could be around him in person, I could just sit there and stare at him. You know? I mean, his music is about stuff that he's had to endure in his life, and there's so much that's the same as me. I think it's just knowing that he would truly understand the way I feel and all the shit I've been through. I don't know, that sounds kinda creepy...and perhaps borderline stalker-ish...
Anyway, everything is just so amazing about him.

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