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# Comments
Comments: 89
Dewrs [2024-09-27 05:17:50 +0000 UTC]
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Candor-Shade In reply to NeptuniaFan1976 [2023-10-12 05:15:21 +0000 UTC]
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Candor-Shade In reply to CraigClark111 [2021-07-13 02:25:00 +0000 UTC]
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Candor-Shade In reply to illbecomeyourheroine [2016-12-26 06:43:36 +0000 UTC]
Lol -- well, a simple sketch isn't too hard for me but a full color drawing for me (even with no background) takes a while actually! I don't have a money system set up on DeviantART but I would if I could make cash somehow!
Also I am a student so in the case that it can happen I would have to delay/slow things down during midterms/finals week depending on what I have to do for school
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illbecomeyourheroine In reply to Candor-Shade [2016-12-26 17:22:32 +0000 UTC]
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Candor-Shade In reply to AikiYun [2016-02-14 02:30:36 +0000 UTC]
idgaf if you mean well, choose your words carefully will you?
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AikiYun In reply to Candor-Shade [2016-02-14 02:35:58 +0000 UTC]
Very well. I tried to reconcile but its clear you don't care anymore.
Best of luck to you.
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AikiYun [2015-01-29 22:37:02 +0000 UTC]
Still hanging on? Or is depression preventing you from social interaction?
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Candor-Shade In reply to AikiYun [2015-01-31 21:17:58 +0000 UTC]
Games are probably closest to social interaction I get these days. Old high school friends hardly talk to me anymore and seems pointless to try to make new ones if that's going to be how it's going to end up anyways.
I think my depression is separate anyways, even when I was a kid I would spend most of the time alone and not really be amused by normal things.
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AikiYun In reply to Candor-Shade [2015-01-31 21:24:51 +0000 UTC]
Well why not try to converse anyway? Sounds like you assume building relationship with others would end up how you assume it will.
How about your schooling? Almost done?
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Candor-Shade In reply to AikiYun [2015-01-31 23:05:18 +0000 UTC]
lol most likely going to be here for 2 more years if I don't strike a gold mine of luck and be able to make money sooner.
Public places really drain my energy, at a certain point it's fine to work on assumptions in my opinion where they're derived from experience. It's all a matter of chance and I don't believe I have a high share of luck. I feel as people grow up most end up becoming normalfags too.
Did you watch Legend of the Galactic Heroes yet?
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AikiYun In reply to Candor-Shade [2015-01-31 23:18:39 +0000 UTC]
The truth is unless you are a successful career artist or a part of the industry, you can't make money from just DA. Even if you have the luck to strike rich I highly doubt the income would be sufficient.
Um all I asked is how your classes are coming along. Not your opinion on the role of public institutions in the shaping of individuals.
No I do not watch it.
Is it this difficult to talk to you normally?
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Candor-Shade In reply to AikiYun [2015-02-01 00:55:29 +0000 UTC]
>Um all I asked is how your classes are coming along
>How about your schooling? Almost done?
Nope, you asked me if I was almost done with schooling, not how my classes were coming along. I said nothing about institutions shaping individuals.
>Is it this difficult to talk to you normally?
Throwing out words like difficult and normally, assuming tone, etc. this is the problem, people make assumptions all in relation to and based on normalcy, making interesting conversation virtually impossible. I have to cater to everyone's personal preferences but they can completely disregard mine and make fun of me and hardly anyone sees a problem. I can assume/infer a belligerent tone from you too but I'll be patient and not -- all I wanted to do was talk honestly.
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AikiYun In reply to Candor-Shade [2015-02-01 01:16:14 +0000 UTC]
Well if you are going to talk like that then be that way. I lurk around your page for a while and feel sympathetic from reading your journal. But if that is all it takes for you to shut me out. Then good bye.
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thekid0536 [2015-01-08 09:16:51 +0000 UTC]
Hello!Would u like to join our group of Unrenowned Artists so that u could get noticed like the known artists around deviantart!Well,here's your chance!This is the group if u are interested!
What anime is that webcam from? XD
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Candor-Shade In reply to Getsugatenshow [2014-12-02 22:03:54 +0000 UTC]
Lol seen dat before
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Getsugatenshow In reply to Candor-Shade [2014-12-03 20:43:38 +0000 UTC]
this? www.youtube.com/watch?v=_DjJ__β¦ Β
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Candor-Shade In reply to AikiYun [2014-03-21 14:04:39 +0000 UTC]
Second quarter just ended. I guess I should apologize about my previous behavior... to be fair I watch a good deal of artists whose work I usually don't bother to check out here. I guess I was never too good at being mature about things because that seemed like both lying and covering up unpleasant feelings. It just feels too pointless to make small talk that's seemingly brushed aside by the moment. And when people suggest something normal would actually fix my problems (or something along the line) I sort of get frustrated.
If you've ever watched Chuunibyou Demo Koi ga Shitai you could probably estimate what goes on in my head as a coping mechanism. It's always annoyed me that I have that degree of pseudo-autism and don't really have *enough* talent or motivation as a redeeming quality (at least not in my own eyes, but I guess I'm also harsh on most people but then again I reserve judgments when I don't really know them)... I could never see myself choosing to be normal over what I am now though.
I've been getting more satisfied by the quality of my work but still can't find much motivation to do school stuff. I don't think I'll ever enjoy classes because of the authority structure and the fact that you have to spend most of the time listening to someone else, and the fact that the topics just seem to keep shuffling and the information doesn't feel organized enough.... Every time the year comes to an end I just sort of get mad and can't figure out where my life is going, even if I know what I want. I guess normal people don't enjoy classes and simply keep tabs on what's important in their life (I can't say for sure though).
I guess the winter blues are pretty common though.
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AikiYun In reply to Candor-Shade [2014-03-21 17:47:20 +0000 UTC]
Well I moved on from what happened. Β Your apology is welcomed.
And you are always welcomed to stop by again.
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Candor-Shade In reply to RaikoHorikawadrummer [2013-12-25 04:03:28 +0000 UTC]
....o_O thank you kind sir
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RaikoHorikawadrummer In reply to Candor-Shade [2013-12-26 04:34:42 +0000 UTC]
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Candor-Shade In reply to sebo3e [2013-12-25 01:49:23 +0000 UTC]
Hi
Are you getting better at English?
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BlutHalbmond [2013-10-03 05:17:41 +0000 UTC]
SO I FINALLY REDISCOVERED DEVIANT ART IN A DESPERATE ATTEMPT TO AVOID WORK
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BlutHalbmond In reply to BlutHalbmond [2013-10-03 05:17:53 +0000 UTC]
I will be here to annoy you rhurhruhruhrurhrurhruuhrruhruhrrrrrrrrrrr
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Candor-Shade In reply to BlutHalbmond [2013-10-04 09:24:04 +0000 UTC]
yurr not doing it well at all (or you annoy me by Daoist nonchalance?). For some reason I didn't get this comment reply.
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Candor-Shade In reply to AikiYun [2013-07-30 04:26:33 +0000 UTC]
Idk what do you want to review? Preferably not one of my works from 2012 or before though. I've done plenty of mediocre stuff this year I guess...
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AikiYun In reply to Candor-Shade [2013-07-30 04:28:04 +0000 UTC]
Ok... um. Β How bout you show me your best piece?
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Candor-Shade In reply to AikiYun [2013-07-30 04:56:01 +0000 UTC]
choose between this this and this:Β candor-shade.deviantart.com/arβ¦
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