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Hey people, Zero here...

You probably already saw that i am crying at the mirror (Well, its supposed to be a mirror because you can see two Zero's and two pillars)

I feel so lonely last time, please don't feel sad for me or sorry, and please don't try to cheer me up... because it doesnt matter online

Its not that i'm seeking for attention on the internet but its just that i feel really lonely in real life...

I don't have much friends and with the friends that i have i don't have contact very often sinse i'm done with school...

Every friend is living closely and are meeting up with each other and are having fun while in the meantime i can't... we live to far away from each other...

I did so much for my friends, i even went to their homes but vice versa? nope... 1 time and that was on my birthday

I'm the only child with my familly and everyone is just doing their own things...

I've been used by friends twice, by two people (two friend you know what i mean, two are friends and one is the 3rd wheel(me) ) and they saw profit in me while i was invisible for them because they didnt care about me at all...

Why do i deserve this? i've been replaced, i can't talk about my problems (except for one that i know for a long time now)

Now i'm lonely i have the feeling that i'm talking to a mirror, who else my age can i talk to then..?

So this is that i wanted to say out of my heart... it has to be done, at some moments i ave a very difficult time while other people have fun while i'm all alone in the dark... its really horrible...

It can be possible that you don't get what i mean but that is because you don't know how horrible my past was with my problemens....

Also i don't have any brothers, sisters or cousins to talk to either...

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