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My God I Keep Bleeding... — Description
Behind the image;;
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Well first off, there is obviously a gashing open wound... this is a symbol, in no way do I want to 'chop' this horse up. It's just something I put in there, it painted itself... I listened to Pain by Hollywood Undead for the last portion of this manipulation, I had it on repeat, in fact it still is. It's a very powerful song... not many musical artists capture my own personal emotion like Hollywood Undead... especially this song. Here is the youtube link to it -------> [link]

Lately I've been feeling really down about myself. I haven't really told anyone or even spoke to anyone about it. Things in my life are lovely, fantastic really. I couldn't ask for a better life. I'm grateful for all that I have, and all that I have received... however, there is this looming cloud above me lately. Maybe I'm just exahsted, maybe it's hormonal; I really have no idea. I feel as though, some people out there in this world get pure enjoyment out of hurting others and it bothers me, it truly does. It can be physical, or emotional... it all hurts. No matter how hard you try and run from it... you cannot hide from it, you cannot escape it... it's bound to happen eventually.

On a side note, thank you everyone for giving me advise in my last journal, I have yet to reply, but I truly do appreciate every word you have written on there.

Stats;;
Program- CS5
Layers- 50+
Time- 4-5 hrs over the past few days
Tablet- Wacom Bamboo Fun

Credits;;
Horse- *Colourize-Stock
Waterfall- mzacha.sxc.hu
All Else- *snofoxx89

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