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I guess I did mess up somewhere along the line...
I guess I wasn't good enough.
Too self-conscious and unconfident.
He's still gorgeous with his green eyes and dirty blonde hair, but he's just a...
Pretty face.
I've moved on from " Clay " as well and I guess...
" Flynn " Is the new center...
I guess you could call them stepping stones...

I'm so terrible.
Going from liking one guy to the next.

Do I really need a psychiatrist?
Am I really demented?
My chest feels small; scrambled.

Gah, I hate this world.
I wish I could just sink into one of my made-up worlds.
It would be so much easier.
I could change anything, be anyone...
Be myself without anyone's judgement...
I could even make-up my own lover...
But it wouldn't be real.
Could I make it where maybe he could fall in love with me on his own?
God....
If this was an anime, I would get a cute guy to fall for awkward, chubby me.