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Looking Back — Description

I've had my ups and downs in life. For the longest time, I couldn't understand what I was brought up to do; my purpose. My encounter with my real father Hexar didn't help too much either. I became a pawn in his ongoing game. Was I hurting others to take revenge on the world for not understanding me? Or were these attacks not really me in control? Even when I became Nistee with the help of Rainbow Dash, that still wasn't enough to drive the weight of my past away. I kept separating myself from Tenebris, not properly taking accountability for my actions. When Hexar emerged again, that was the push I finally needed to properly accept my demons and move on. And in return, I became someone I could be proud of. Would this have still happened if Hexar never influenced me? It's a bit hard to tell. But maybe the end goal might not have been as rewarding. Tenebris will always be a part of me, and I'm not worried about her haunting me anymore.