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10 Things I wish I could... — Description
...say to people.

This was a "shout it out" picture I had done by Vera. She is just so good with emotion. I am just copy/pasting the original submissions information after this

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1. You used to be a good artist. Now all you do is spend five minutes crapping out a million half-assed doodles. Sometimes you even take the extra five minutes to do a shitty coloring job. Meanwhile, over charging people for equally half-assed work. You are one of the most self centered ignorant people I know. And you really should stop making fun of “furfags”, you are most definitely one of the biggest ones I know. Also, your babba bubba boyfriend cheats on you. And he has cheated on you for the last eight months (that I know of for sure). He can’t stand you because all you are is “me me me.” Granted he’s just as pathetic for not just telling you to fuck off.

2. You have absolutely no personality. At first I found this really annoying to have you constantly mimicking everything and everyone around you, including myself. But now I just feel sorry for you because you can’t even be your own person.

3. You were my best friend, whom I loved probably more than any other person, possibly ever. One of the very few that actually cared about you. You gave that up for assholes and dickholery and all they do is just talk about you and each other behind everyone’s back. I don’t think I’m the bad guy there.

4. You were also a very close friend, one I have known a very long time. I was always there for you. So when that psycho bitch went insane and started shit with me (when I never even talk to her) simply because I was close to you, it was really nice when you didn’t care. And then proceeded to become a fanboy to, not one, but two of my ex's after all the times of telling me how much you hated them.

5. You’ve been my best friend my whole entire life. I have always loved you. You are like the brother I never had, the shoulder I always have to cry on. No matter how far apart life takes us we have always been there for each other. Understanding each other. And when you decided to get married suddenly…you didn’t even tell me. I’m your best friend….

6. I’m fat. But I’m proportionate and tall so it works for me. I like who I am. When I see myself in the mirror I just want to hug myself. It’s taken me 25 years to get that way, instead of turning off the lights or walking away from the mirror in disgust. I finally find myself attractive. If only I could get you to see that my personality makes me worth it.

7. Insects terrify me. But I identify with them on a very personal level. People irrationally fear them (yes including myself) and even hate them for no real reason. I understand how it feels to be seen like that.

8. I really loved you. I spent eight months loving you and trying to look past all the completely messed up pieces in our relationship. And then I finally realized I wasn’t worth it to you and I have to be worth it to someone. Someone won’t hide me away and pretend I don’t exist. You also replaced me in about a week…You were probably one of the biggest mistakes I have ever made, unfortunately I still wish you hadn’t also been the best.

9. I am still trying to figure out my life. It’s not exactly where I want it to be. But I have a steady, well paying job and a degree. Yes, it could be better, but should you really judge me when all you people do is sit on your ass in your parent’s house doing absolutely jack shit with your lives other than playing games on your computer? Oh gosh, I’m saying it – I am better than you. And I realized that. Feels good man.

10. I love being an asshole. Mostly to people I hate or people who are stupid. If you don’t fit one of those criteria well you just might find the best friend you’ve ever had.
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