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Published: 2016-09-22 17:47:06 +0000 UTC; Views: 1047; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 0
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hey guys..
I'm so sorry for staying away.. it has been two months since my last journal. I know most of you are probably mad at me, or whatever. I'm sorry.
I'm just..
I'm scared to return. It will probably sound really weird to you. I'm too scared to open my notes, my notifications..
I'm just scared.
The last few months have been extremely stressful for me.
My boss who was more like a friend to me, passed away end of June. I went to her cremation and it made quite an impression on me. I never experienced something that close. It has been stressful on work, since I had to run things. Even now, now things are more back to normal, there is alot of pressure put on me on work.
Right when I thought things were going better, my dog passed away. Which also was a big deal to me..
Things at home weren't always easy either. There were quite some fights between my parents and I caught up in between.
I tried staying away from social media.. like.. really hard. I've only been on Instagram roleplaying. That's the only thing that helps me relax now a days. And I haven't drawn since my last drawing.. I just can't.
so If I owe you art..I'm sorry. I can't draw right now.
If you tell me what I owe you, I will refund you in money if you want.
I'm just..
so scared
and even more scared that everyone will be mad at me.
So I think, that If I return. I will move to a new acc. Like a fresh new start. And if I will stay? I don't know.
I'm really sorry..
I hope you guys can forgive me..
love,
Nicky aka Maoni