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I'm Not Alright... .:Xaliven:. UPDATED — Description
Name: Nathan
Sex: Male
Sexuality: Bisexual. Prefers men.
Age: 20 yrs
Height: 5'6" he glowed up a little
Job: Pizza delivery (he's got a sCOOTER)
Voice: Aaron Paul is the best way to describe it

Appearance: Always wears an orange sweater and a grey (or other color) t-shirt underneath. Wears an N necklace ofc. Always got bags under his eyes, due to lack of sleep. A scar on his stomach from where Randy stabbed him. Has a new scar on his face from one of Trevor's more violent outbursts, but tries to hide it from Corey.

Personality: A sweet-heart tbh. Would do anything for his friends. Panics easily. Worries. Puts up a facade around his friends tho. Separation anxiety. Generally an anxious person. Can be selfish but tries not to be. Caffeine addict

Relationships: (People he's been with/rped with so far)

Randy - qhostkinq - "I-... I don't like him, but he isn't that bad i guess..."
Corey - qhostkinq - "-yells- My bF!! I'd do most anything for him."
Charlie - N3B2L4 - "He helped me out a lot in a time of need. I appreciate it."
Gabe - CrypticWollf - "I'm actually worried about my safety around him."
Trevor- "He's dead."
Rickie- "I need to call him more. He seems cool."
Aiden- Sivvrl - "You're cool. And thanks for Cocoa-"
Austin- "Aaaa shit get out of my head it's been long enough"

Parents:
Mom(Jenny): "I don't even know where you went. I hope you're okay."
Dad(Jeff): "I guess mom and me weren't good enough for you."

Backstory:
When Nathan was born, everybody was happy. Up until the age of 3, when everything went downhill. His dad lost his job and turned to using and manufacturing drugs. Nathan remembers vividly what his father would tell him almost everyday at the age of 4: "One day, you'll be helping me in the lab, boy." His mother found out on Nathan's 5th birthday and immediately divorced his father, taking Nathan away from the unhealthy environment. Nathan grew up with just one loving mother. It was just them. He loved his mom and she loved him. He eventually made a friend in the city park, Austin. They grew to be inseparable, and became best friends. Austin was always the kind of person to start trouble, and Nathan would always try to put an end to it. They were polar opposites, but very close. Several of Austin and Nathan's misadventures ended up with somebody getting a minor scratch or bruise. Eventually, when they were both 15, they started dating. It wasn't anything serious in Austin's eyes, but Nathan was absolutely head over heels for him. But one day, Austin vanished. Nathan wasn't sure why, and figured that Austin had just left him for no reason after almost 9 years of close friendship. A few weeks after his 16th birthday, his mom left for work. He came home way late in the night from his job at a pizza place and went straight to bed. He woke up in the morning all alone. His mom hadn't returned home or anything. So he waited, and waited. A month and a half passed and he finally realized that she wasn't coming back, and he was left to fend for himself. He fell into a deep pit of despair and failed to take care of himself. He was destroyed, and felt as if it was his fault that she had left. One day, while wandering home, he had bumped into Randy. Nathan was upset before, and was in a sour mood. He apologized, but then grumbled something under his breath, which Randy heard. Randy threatened his life, and a message was nailed into Nathan's mind: "Randy=Very bad." The encounter left him terrified and feeling truly alone. He met Trevor, who charmed him easily, due to him missing Austin so badly. But Trevor became abusive and angry all the time, and Nathan ran off one day. That's when he met Corey. He almost immediately became attached to him. They grew close quickly, and Nathan found himself more attracted to Corey than he had been with Trevor. One time, after Trevor had beat him terribly, he spent the night at Corey's. Trevor found out about the kind of relationship Nathan was having with Corey, and proceeded to hurt him. Without another word to Trevor, nor to Corey about what Trevor had done to him, Nathan confessed to Corey that he'd rather be with him. He and Corey began dating, and after one suicide/murder attempt gone wrong, he stays at Corey's house way more now. TREVOR'S DEATH WILL BE ADDED ONCE I FIGURE OUT HOW TO KILL HIM LOL
Extras:

Loves his orange hoodie
Super insecure about his body markings
Has frequent nightmares, but less are about Randy lately, and more of a random nightmare type situation.
Spends most of his time at Corey's.
Had nightmares before the Randy incident.
Doesn't know about his brother
Doesn't like Randy very much, but will attempt to tolerate him
Even though he's a bean he wILL FIGHT (or at least try)
Suppresses his feelings for Austin bc he's with Corey and Corey is way better, even tho he never really got over Austin all the way.
Needs protection.
Give him coffee
Anxious boy
Persistent cough