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Bang... Goodbye...
Published: 2010-01-01 03:25:04 +0000 UTC; Views: 2174; Favourites: 55; Downloads: 12
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Description Yeah it's hard to explain... But like I've told Kai I have no more fight left in me... I've foght my whole life and it's to much to try and drag my sorry ass off the ground and try to save myself... Like anyone really cares.


I don't fight death anymore nor do I fear him anymore, We're all gonna die someday it's just the matter of how you'll go.

Me, I'll ether die alone in my bed slowly and quietly, or I'll die by being stabed or shot to death, ether way I don't really care, it's not something we can control.

I really feel like crying but I can't... If I do he'll hate me and I don't want to drag that to hell with me for the rest of time..

I may not be scared of death... But I am scared of people, badly. *Gulp's down the lump in my throat*

well, anyway I'm sure you're tired of hearing me bitch so see ya.

Edit: Forgot to color in a peice of hair but it's fine now.

Background (c) Photobucket. Lost it.
Base (c) ~Temari-chan39 ~ [link]
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Comments: 29

YumiChee [2011-01-01 03:23:42 +0000 UTC]

< in your comment thing you said no one cares but....well....i maynot kow you,but i care! you shouldn't feel like this!i mean,your artwork is well,AMAZING!!!alot of people are commenting that they love your pics,so,doesnt that show a little care?< I know you dont know me and all,but.....if you want,you could come talk to me.....you know.....if you need to.iknow i sound like a mom but i aint no mom,i just wanna help!

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andruelover1012 [2010-10-11 01:13:26 +0000 UTC]

thats awesome

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CupcakeYukiChan [2010-03-19 00:11:19 +0000 UTC]

cool picture

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ArtistOfDarkness In reply to CupcakeYukiChan [2010-03-19 00:13:28 +0000 UTC]

thanks~ ^^

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CupcakeYukiChan In reply to ArtistOfDarkness [2010-03-19 00:17:32 +0000 UTC]

ur welcome ^.^

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ShadowHeart20 [2010-01-02 11:27:07 +0000 UTC]

that is a sad one..

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ArtistOfDarkness In reply to ShadowHeart20 [2010-01-02 22:26:59 +0000 UTC]

I'm okays thoughs

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RavensScribbles [2010-01-01 19:22:11 +0000 UTC]

This is really nice temaric-chan should like this

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ArtistOfDarkness In reply to RavensScribbles [2010-01-02 22:28:33 +0000 UTC]

I hope so

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RavensScribbles In reply to ArtistOfDarkness [2010-01-02 22:36:46 +0000 UTC]

trust me its one of the better ones

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ArtistOfDarkness In reply to RavensScribbles [2010-01-02 22:38:40 +0000 UTC]

Yeah I noticed that >3>

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RavensScribbles In reply to ArtistOfDarkness [2010-01-02 22:51:46 +0000 UTC]

lmao

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SadisticIntentionsXI [2010-01-01 03:37:51 +0000 UTC]

*Wipes sweat from brow* Damn, scared me for a second. *Shakes fist* don't do that to me!!! I'm getting too old for scares like that...

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ArtistOfDarkness In reply to SadisticIntentionsXI [2010-01-01 03:39:17 +0000 UTC]

*Chuckles lightly* Sorry to scare you like that.

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SadisticIntentionsXI In reply to ArtistOfDarkness [2010-01-01 03:40:16 +0000 UTC]

*Feels more gray hairs pop ontop of my head* It's okay....but if this keeps up, I'm going to look like I am in my 60's instead of....<.<

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ArtistOfDarkness In reply to SadisticIntentionsXI [2010-01-01 03:44:13 +0000 UTC]

*Chuckles* It's okay I'm 18 and I feel like 80, even my hair is fallin' out and I'm achey all the time. So you're pretty young compaired to how I feel mentally.

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SadisticIntentionsXI In reply to ArtistOfDarkness [2010-01-01 03:46:01 +0000 UTC]

Mentally...I feel older than 80...and God, I wish I was 18 again...so many years ago. That was 13 years ago for me...

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ArtistOfDarkness In reply to SadisticIntentionsXI [2010-01-01 03:52:24 +0000 UTC]

Heh you know my little always say's she can't wait to grow up and I always tell her, "No you don't. Beleive me, you'll be wishing you were a kid again in no time at all." I wish I was her age a lot of the time.

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SadisticIntentionsXI In reply to ArtistOfDarkness [2010-01-01 03:54:58 +0000 UTC]

To be a Toys R Us kid again!

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ArtistOfDarkness In reply to SadisticIntentionsXI [2010-01-01 04:01:54 +0000 UTC]

Lol

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Rue-In-Flowers [2010-01-01 03:30:39 +0000 UTC]

This girl looks....well...strangly beautiful as she is about to kill herself . Tne background looks almost as if she isn't the first to do this in that place...I like it.

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ArtistOfDarkness In reply to Rue-In-Flowers [2010-01-01 03:35:28 +0000 UTC]

Thank's, the girl's suppost to me, y'know symbolism and all that

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mirpin [2010-01-01 03:26:47 +0000 UTC]

Why you leaving?

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ArtistOfDarkness In reply to mirpin [2010-01-01 03:28:14 +0000 UTC]

I'm not, I guess. Just venting.

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mirpin In reply to ArtistOfDarkness [2010-01-01 15:37:56 +0000 UTC]

Ahhh, cause your artwork is amazing!

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ArtistOfDarkness In reply to mirpin [2010-01-02 22:33:15 +0000 UTC]

Heh thanks very much ^^

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mirpin In reply to ArtistOfDarkness [2010-01-02 22:57:20 +0000 UTC]

Your welcome! ^-^

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ArtistOfDarkness In reply to mirpin [2010-01-02 22:59:42 +0000 UTC]

^_^

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mirpin In reply to ArtistOfDarkness [2010-01-02 23:05:44 +0000 UTC]

^-^

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